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Sushmita Sen putting on her lipstick, 2003
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silver’s entire personality to just “sleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dad” challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say ‘oh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traits’ that is incorrect#he’s blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#he’s calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#he’s a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#he’s not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesn’t understand relationships very well#he’s extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#he’s selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ‘right’ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just ‘precious sleepy boi uwu’#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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#just a small request#since this is something that many of us have experienced over the course of time writing rare pairs#if you read a rare pair fic and choose to comment#please do not say something along the lines of#i would have preferred seeing a with b instead of c#or#it was hard to read a fic where a was friends with b but romantically with c#even if it's sandwiched between nice statements#that's... not the fic we chose to write and that's not the fic YOU CHOSE to read#i defo do get it if you would prefer to read the most popular pairing in the fandom... it's popular for a reason#but you can either go out and find the fic someone else has written that is a similar story but with the pairing you prefer#or you can try to write it with your preferred pairing you know?#and you can just leave the writer of the rare pair out of that lol#i promise we already know what we are writing is not to the liking or preferences of most everyone out there#we definitely know#thank you for giving it a try! i know that's a big big deal for a lot of people!#buuuuut also it just... does take a little bit of the shininess and enjoyment out of it seeing these kinds of things too#thaaaaaank youuuuuuu and please know i'm saying this with love and kindness and understanding#and that i really hope i'm not making anyone feel directly pointed at or lectured or anything#just wanted to maybe give a gentle reminder/make a request hehe
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out of nowhere thought but i do really feel like i'm coming close to eschewing every label i've ever used entirely; my thesis on unstable sense of self is shifting too much to find any worth in holding onto them
#N posts stuff#by 'thesis' i mean that i used to find a lot of comfort in labels becuase they felt like... i was trying to scoop water into a cup#defining the boundaries of things as a good thing#but now i feel more like. Caged in them; same constraint imagery but different context#now i tend to find them distressing; like an inverse of the previous 'i can Define myself by this'#'whatever i am is now Constrained by this' it feels more stifling than it used to#PERSONAL THOUGHT not a thesis on labels as a whole to be clear#edit: i think also as a whole i'm becoming less interested in Defining myself and more interesting in things i can Experience#bold statement to make as a person who rarely leaves its house except to go to work but i do mean it even in little ways#like deliberate sensory mindfulness and engaging with more critical thought in the things i love yk?
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I didn’t expect to draw 20 Reaper76 comic pages these last 3 weeks but here we are. Will post more soon.
#I can’t stop drawing them#it’s been too long since I drew shippy things that i love#I rarely draw ships but these two…#i love them so much#they fight in my comics#a lot#but they also love one another#soldier 76#reaper#overwatch#reaper76#my friends said they find my soldier drawings sexy
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Auhghhh the worst feeling is being alone and missing people you shouldn't miss.
#another vent / rant thing oh boy !!!#as much as i love my current friends#i almost never do anything with any of them unless its individually#specifically thinking about video games right now#silly i know but i am feeling quite sad about this#either too busy with work/school#have completely different timezones with me#or just straight up dont care about the games i care about#and i end up missing my old friend groups so much because of it#because i havent had a real group to play games with in so long#like if im lucky i will play a multiplayer horror game with groups every few weeks#but thats all i actually play with people#the closest i got besides this was a minecraft server last summer that people honestly stopped playing after a couple days#and i get it#i dont blame my friends whatsover obvs ?? im not upset at them nor do i want them to feel guilty#kissing you all on the forehead like mwah#yall matter a lot to me but im just sad we dont really share the same gaming interests lol#but ive been going through old screenshots and just kinda crying ?#stuff from sdv to dst to minecraft to rw to even fucking among us#even stupid shit like fallout 76 and muck and roblox games#and party game esque things like the jackbox games and gartic phone and whatnot#and we would also watch stuff until late hours ? like random movies or even shit like fanboy and chum chum ?? like it was just so fun#being able to sit on a call with like 6 people and just laugh and whatever the fuck we were watching#it just feels so so sad#outside of school i rarely talk to my friends verbally#we dont call much in either of the friend groups i am in#and i want to make more friends#but its so so hard finding people with the same interests as me unless i am actively hyperfixated (like how i met one group through bugsnax#i am on my knees slamming my fist on the ground#i am the worst extrovert known to mankind
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as a north american who's a huge britcom fan it's so interesting to me that it feels like every other british comedian originally came from a double act (which seems much less popular here)
#like vic and bob. mitchell and webb. punt and dennis. fry and laurie. lee and herring#and my favs (rik and ade)#i also feel like the comedy scene is a lot more geographically concentrated and also tight knit there so it must be easier to find#the other half to ur comedy duo?? (which sounds like it should be a lot more rare than it seems to be in the uk)#i mean they seem a lot rarer nowadays even in the uk but comedians who are super popular rn (hugh dennis david mitchell bob mortimer etc)#came from double acts#i actually think its super cute and leads to great dynamics. i dislike individualism in general so like#PLEASE dont let the double act thing die uk#its cute!#nina.rambles#britcom#also bring back sketch shows theyre so cute. everyones doing standup or comedy dramas which i get but pls sketch shows (and sitcoms) r grea#actually i take that back. everyone's doing panel shows really. which obviously i fucking love but like yknow variety etc
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i went w dad (i think mum wanted to talk to brother abt his hospital stint) to drop off other brother who lives a little ways out of town so i had like a full 15-30 mins to yap at dad about whatever and I decided ofc to tell him about GGG, i was going to just tell him how excited i am that my friend is currently playing it, and then i decided to tell him abt the mechanics bc i think theyre rly neat, and then i was like well i might as well give him a quick overview of the plot bc it's kind of fun, and then ofc that turned into me telling him a bunch of the plot, and then i got to tell him abt the absolutely fascinating interpersonal shit that goes on in the story and the way I've been dissecting it and mulling it over and how interesting it all is, AND HE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE EXISTENCE OF THIS GAME AND STORY. like he rly thought it was super interesting and rly cool that such a well-thought out story and worldbuild exists and how in-depth u can get w it and AUUUUGHHH i love my dad so much ....
i almost didnt go bc i suddenly got rly convinced that we were going to fucking crash and die on the drive but then i decided I'd rather die in the crash w him rather than have him die in a crash without me (if he goes then i want to go too bc goddamn i cannot survive this household and family if he's not part of it) so i went w him and I'm so glad i did :'] sniffles ... i love my dad and he's so kind and he genuinely enjoys listening to me talk abt the things i like and he's just ... AOUGHHH (/positive) 😭💗
#I LOVE MY DAAAAAD#also i told my brother (the one we were dropping off lol not mr hospital stint) vaguely abt GGG and he said he's going to try playing it#MY INFLUENCE..... I WILL SPREAD GGG FEVER ACROSS DA GLOBE !!!!#i actually was just mentioning it to him bc i was just showing him Ins.pekta's speaking style bc i thought it was funny#and smth he said reminded me of it djdksl and then he was like immediately intrigued and asked a couple questions abt it#and then tried to find a lets play but couldnt find one he wanted to watch so he said he'll just try playing it himself fjdkdl#I dont think I've ever told him about any media and had him actually be interested like that so WHAAAAT ... i am in crazy world tonight ...#everyones catching GGG fever >:3c#i cant tell if im just rly good at pitching it (never purposefully fhdkdl i literally just yap about it) or if it's just That Good#that even me rambling about it makes ppl want to play it/makes ppl interested in it LMAO#I LOVE THIS GAAAAAMEEEEE#it is somehow rocketing up to like ... one of the few pieces of media where i REALLY delve deep chewing over the concepts present in it#like i often think abt things a lot#but ... actually analyzing and rly chewing over things to THIS degree is rly rare for me#it has to capture my attention and interest enough and be well-made enough to make this happen for me lol#i havent rly taken in much media the past few years but the stuff i have has been SO good#maybe quantity doesnt matter as much as I've been feeling like it does....#i think im just verrrrry choosypicky LOL#idk if i have GOOD taste but i certainly have pretty specific tastes apparently fjfkdl#🐑🌻
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You put a lot of effort into hating some shit you could've just blocked or not read (like how you didn't read the book)
Starting to wonder if you're someone who enjoys my essayposts and thinks stirring the pot might trigger me into writing more. Sorry, I've been essayed out as of late. I'll post reruns.
#This could only refer to American Psycho a movie I love severely and nobody reading my American Psycho tag would think otherwise#I couldn't finish the book bc frankly there's a certain rhetoric thing it does that I find very grating#everyone else talks about how the gore is so off-putting and I couldn't even reach that part. Solely the yuppie talk.#I WILL say that it was enlightening maybe even important - I realized a lot of books I've read prev were def inspired by Bret Ellis#it's rare to have that moment in the wild realizing exactly how influential something was#unfortunately I also did not like the books I think were inspired by this. But still! I'm glad to know!#american psycho
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Never has my opinion about a non-antagonist character changed so drastically than it has about Shigure ok there might have been some before but right now I can’t think of any.
I went from “Oh he’s just a silly lil guy” to “*sobs* silly *sobs again* DAD” to “ohhhh….silly….pervy😳lil guy” to “ohhhh….silly mysterious guy???” to “oh- oh….😬”
#on s3 ep8#so idk#maybe he’s got 5 more episodes to change my mind#but idkkkkkkkk#aside from his pervy comedic relief quips#I LOVED that man😭#screw me for always liking the found family dad characters😭#but like as the story progressed I just found myself…#idek what the word is#do I dislike him now??#no it’s…#the ick#he gives me the ick#I know there’s a lot of gray area and complexities within his character and what he has going on with akito#akito is a discussion for another day#but yes he’s complicated#he’s morally gray#and I LOVE a morally gray character#but rarely is a morally gray character set up to NOT seem morally gray at the beginning and you see it play out#which is frankly a more realistic portrayal of morally gray ppl irl#but yeah…hence why I can’t for certain say if I hate or dislike him now#I just….ick#like woah man I loved what you got going for you but now that i know this thing about you#I have to actively force myself not to think about it or I’m def in danger of not loving all that anymore yk??#anyway#shigure’s character development just proved to me the only living adult characters in this show that are to be fully trusted are#kazuma and hatori#there’s probably a couple more but if I suddenly became a wanted criminal overnight and needed someone to protect me#these are my ‘find a trusted adult’ choices😭#fruits basket
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can i just say that i miss you guys??!! 🥺
#i miss talking to you!! i miss editing!! and i'm sorry for not being here a lot!!#work is keeping me too busy!! and the very rare free time we have is dedicated to irl stuff and quality time because it's important you know#it's very difficult to find time and the muse to make things for you but i'll try to i promise!!#i do have to admit that my private life got more important though because free time is very limited!!#just remember i love you!!#thanx for being here with me still!! 🫶🏻#jddryder#usergary#alielook#tuserandrea#userireland#lookstevie#and everyone else
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i often write about weird romances or at least romantic adjacent relationships but i truly never know how to end them. a murder suicide doesn't always work. but they can't leave each other and they can't stay together.
#there's one story#with by far the healthiest relationship of the bunch#and idk. they wouldn't escape together#they really wouldn't#they'd want to#but i can't see them growing as people that much#i really struggle with endings#i mostly write vignettes#they capture a moment and they're done they don't have to be narratively satisfying#and i love that#the ending rarely finds itself easily in my longer works#i just want to write unsatisfying endings tbh#but making the unsatisfactory aspect essential#my vignettes leave a lot unsaid. and the reader wonders whether it'll ever be said#i like the restriction of it#you won't see the whole thing. you don't know these characters well#but they're part of this narrative no one ever gets to see. i like the openness of it#and obviously you can have open endings in longer works#but it doesn't feel as. deliberate to leave a lot unsaid#because at that point you've explored these characters#honestly i'm a short story and vignette writer entirely. sorry to my english teacher who wanted me to write a novel#persimmon's rambles#just felt like talking a bit about writing :)
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maybe a little corny but idrc i guess. so: maybe i'm just getting older or maybe my age/aging is totally unrelated to all this but i find that these days, now that i've grown out of being an angsty teen looking for anger and hate in every corner of the world, i find that now i am more struck by kindness, especially in fictional worlds that are harsh and demand a character let go of their kindness and inherent goodness to survive and never be taken advantage of or things like that. i like when characters are so kind that it's truly truly one of their core traits. i know it's not exactly rare, but these days... kinda feels like it. i'm always struck by characters who fight to be good and kind and still believe in fickle things like love and other people. characters whose kindness make others wary of them and draw them closer simultaneously. characters whose goodness and insanely strong (fought-for) sense of love and humanity (and i don't mean humanity like humankind as a whole; i mean a person's sense of humanity, i mean people. i mean people need people. i mean people need closeness and love and things that like that) makes others around them more likable and ... human. characters whose kindness/goodness/big big big hearts humanize everyone who gets the chance to be basked in the glow of that beauty.
#long post#i think it's ma xiuying from swbts/hwdtw yanno#hwdtw felt so ... incomplete?/wanting? because she wasn't around for so much of it and the moment she became a player again i was like Ah.#Ah this is what i needed. this is what They needed. her humanity humanizes everyone else#and it's so beautiful to see the world through the lenses of someone who is pained by others pain#and their inability to do something about it. to change it. make it better. their inability to hurt. so beautiful...#i know its not exactly rare. but i think we as a people are missing a lot of sympathy and empathy in the world today#i think thats what a lot of humankind is lacking even me sometimes without meaning to. i think its hard to be kind in a world#that fights to snuff out that goodness that i think a lot of us are born with though not all. because nothing is generally inherent i think#i think its mostly learned behavior. i think its good to know that what you want to be as a person is kind and good.#such a strong sense of ... knowing. such a rare thing to want to be these days#i cant say i want to be a good person who is kind. i think i try to be as much as possible and thats all i'll be and its okay but.#characters like that...#and moira delacroix from evocation by s. t. gibson#ah... crazy#i think even ethel cain from preacher's daughter. because even after everything she went through#she still wanted to find it in herself to forgive and let go. still believe in love and be brave enough to love and be loved.#love is good and important.#sounds corny but thats what ive learned. we need other people and we need love and we need to be kind.#ma xiuying#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#shelley parker chan#moira delacroix#evocation#the summoner's circle#s. t. gibson#ethel cain#preacher's daughter#s4pphoiduser
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#hello i come with an unpopular opinion. a complaint if you will.#i'm fully aware that what happens on (nsfw) tumblr is never serious. or almost never.#i know most of us talk to or have talked to our mutuals before. we've flirted. maybe sexted why not#and we've probably reused compliments on different people more than once#but believe it or not some of us like to be made to feel special sometimes#and when someone is VERY openly telling every hot person the same things over and over i find it discouraging lol#like why would i talk to them if they're gonna use the same compliments I CAN SEE them using on literally everyone they reblog from 😭#again i know tumblr is unserious and we talk to a lot of people all the time#i've done it before and will continue to do so. reusing compliments i mean. but i don't make it obvious cause i VERY rarely reblog people#anyways please ignore me i'm just ranting#i don't like to feel like i'm literally just one more from the pile of hot chicks around here#i think that's why i only talk to a couple of mutuals lol#I SAID MY RANT WAS UNSERIOUS OKAY i know tumblr is just for funsies and (most times) nothing real comes out of it but still.#have a good day everyone love yous
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i am so apathetic to popular male transformers characters, but i have a simple trick to make me care abt them: i turn them into robot women then i suddenly start seeing their appeal
#grimlock would be so awesome as a butch woman. DO YOU HEAR ME DOES ANYBODY HEAR ME HELLOOOO#also crazy in depth conversation i had abt this made me think abt why i get rlly. apathetic abt popular tf characters#esp when i realize all the popular characters im Whatever abt are all men#but i always have interest in the female ones and also the niche little weird guys#you are looking at rare scrounge fan. rare wheelie fan. and Number 1 Fan of Blurr*#*when hes a dorky weird anxious guy. yknow the ones ppl dont care abt bc hes “annoying” and “ugly”#i dont give as much of a shit abt the handsome cocky racer blurrs#i realize. because tf fandom has a weird thing abt only caring abt how attractive a character is#and tends to gravitate to male characters for that aspect#like lets be real here. there is such a high priority in this fandom for what characters look best in porn. im right.#and ppl love the yaoi robots for that.#and i. am on the aroace spectrum. and do not find as much attraction in men (though i do sometimes. just less so)#so this doesnt appeal to me#so i find myself so incredibly apathetic or a hater to a lot of the tf fandom bc of this#in turn i do not care so much for the popular characters or straight up see them as red flags (admittedly im a bit irrational for this tho)#a lot of times i get a feeling like “ok whats so special abt this guy. its just another conventionally attractive man" it feels boring to m#so that might explain why i become more interested in these characters if they arent men#this is all being said from a nonbinary person that leans more transmasc btw. just noting that.#rando thoughtz
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i know me and my friends tend to joke a lot over how red is (hc) huge and how hes basically caked up and down 😭😭but that genuinely comforts me because i can hug someone and feel super warm and comfy (aka chest lol) but i mean this in the most wholesome way i promise asdkaldkadjak <3333🥺
#youll get an eepy appleshipping art one day and you'll understand where im coming from#~ rambling#~ lovemail#this is me responding to that poll btw HEAUEHUAHA my main answer is still shoulders#back then i dont hug people (out of shyness) and in my last school hugging always was immediately recognized to be /rom so i rarely hug#but when i switched schools everyone seemed to recognize platonic friendship better than the last and i remember being hugged by a taller-#classmate of mine when i greeted him a happy birthday and i was immediately surprised over two things#1) he hugged me (which again - was rare for me because of last school influence) and then 2) his hug was super... warm and#i just liked it a whole lot - and given his broad shoulders its like i was hugging a big bear HAKHSAJFHAFHJSAF so yeah thats why i like the#i wanted to experience that again so i always find myself hugging my peers (doesnt matter who. i loved the warmth) and i always get excited#i have a classmate rn who im super close to and we always hug it out and it comforts me a whole lot (while also simulating that goofy feeli#of... omg (f/o) hugging me eeek LOL SORRYA DJASSJKFHSKFJFHAHKF😭😭😭😭#thats why i always appreciate seeing red a little bigger than his actual model because i always get reminded of that moment#yea <3#red.rom
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